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Saturday 16 February 2013
Monday 4 February 2013
The feeling of being deceived, completely betrayed by someone to your clueless heart. You tell them everything, all the emotions and ideas in your heart, and well, they don't tell you theirs. And that leads to the big mistake I'm still regretting now. That is losing trust, and never gaining that trust back again because they carved in a big hole in your soft heart that will never heal. When that person spits out every little secret out to someone, and you sit there witnessing it happen, but not saying a word. Thinking to yourself how good a person you are to not play that mindless sick game with someone with such a heartless, truthful heart. But still taking back those guilty desires to ruin their lives back.
Sunday 3 February 2013
I still remember that rainy day when we were walking home together from school. At first, we were silent.. Then you started the conversation. You talked about what happened at school and we laughed a lot. Then the rain started to pour heavily. The sounds of storm scared me then I said 'Peh seram doh bunyi guruh. Dah lah kita jalan kat tepi sawah. Silap-silap kang.. Haaa' Then you said 'Haha ape lah kau rileks lah. Takkan ada ape-ape punya. Kau nak dengar cerita hantu tak?' after he told me about that funny-ghost story, we stopped. I have to cross the road in order to call my brother to pick me up. He didn't have to cross the road 'cause the way to his house is by walking on the straight road but he insist to accompany me. ((how sweet! :'))) While crossing the road, he said this 'Aina, kau nak kek? Aku belanja, nak tak?' Me 'Ah taknak ah. Wah banyak duit kau? Fuyoh' Him ' Haha aku kan kerja.. Kau nak tak? Takyah nak malu-malu lah dengan aku haha' Me 'Haha takdelah. Aku tak lapar ah sekarang. Nanti bila-bila aku lapar aku suruh kau belanja kek tau. Hahaha' Him 'Orang nak belanja sekarang taknaaak. Eleeeh haha' Then I hitted him with my text book, haha. We were so lucky by that time there was no car around. After I called my brother, I told him to leave and go home but instead, he said 'Hah? Takpelah aku teman kau dulu. Kang ape-ape jadi susah.' Then we sat on the cement and talked. We talked about our family. He was sooooo funny, like seriously. He told me about his brother, sister and about his parents relationship - divorced. This means he trusts me right? :) After that, my brother came and we waved goodbye to each other. He smirked at me and that smirk last in my mind until today... He was super duper cute! :3 The next day at school, we barely talk. We were too shy to start any conversation. But after that we go with the flow. We talked, we laughed like we used to. I was very happy when he's around. VERY. He's my crush from now on :)
Tuesday 29 January 2013
I've had enough with this love business. This broken piece will never be mended. I tried so hard to piece it back together but I failed.. I failed to mend all the heart puzzles. How can a person be this broken? And how can a person be so heartless like you? I thought you were different but no... You're just like an average guy who likes to toy with a girl's fragile heart...